Bloddless Walk
Bloddless Walk
Sun’s shining nevertheless her warmth don’t reach me
I feel nothing – Neither warmth nor coldness or your love to me
It’s all the same to me
I go along these streets, don’t know whither with me
Aimless ‘n’ without any plan
Always farther – Farther away of all ‘n’ you too
Chorus
I walk away – On the search of nothing
Like a dead person, so restless, I walk about
So bloodless away of all
When you talk to me – I just hear a quiet whisper
It’s like I listen to a ghost
I don’t want to hear it – I hate it
So I go away ‘n’ let you alone again
Aimless ‘n’ without any plan
Always farther – Farther away of all ‘n’ you too
I hurt you, however I’m not interested in this
Were you that person at this crossing?
Or just a shadow without a face?
I’m not heartless, no, it doesn’t matter to me
More not – I’ve no guilts by that…
Alike how much I hurt you
Just walk away – Without you!
Dying Within
Dying Within
I’m nothing, to nothing good...
Just my ill love to you let me go on
But it’s worthless as well
Unloved and mocked
What should I do on this world anymore
I’m just a blot for everyone…
Only my despairing love to you let me go on
‘Course you are my potion of life
You are always by my side… in my thoughts ‘n’ dreams
However still there I’m so far away from you
Chorus:
But for one, I’ll be strong enough
For one, I’ll fight on
Just for one, I’ll survive
Although I’m dying within
Every day the same game
Although I laugh I just feel pain ‘n’ loneliness
The others don’t even notice it.
I’ve put on an invisible mask
Under it I hide my real feelings
Nobody will ever know them
Again ‘n’ again I’d like to give up
But then I see your beautiful face again.
So I stand up ‘n’ will go on just if nothing happens
However deep inside me I’m dying!
Kodoku
Kodoku(=Einsamkeit)
Shadows without faces sneer at me
They scream ‘Kodoku-Kodoku’ and laugh at me
They don’t know any mercy…
I walk through the streets
So full of people – However so empty
Nobody see me, nobody hear my silent screams
Chorus:
It’s everywhere
Always there where I will go
Wait of me ‘n’ I will caught by its dark embrace.
Hold me ‘n’ let me alone
‘Course it’s Kodoku!
No one understand this, no one comprehend this
They are all hypocrites ‘n’ playing with me
But why should I stay in this seeming world?
They look at me with their malicious eyes.
Amuse by my pains ‘n’ misery
I will devour within…
Neither alcohol nor drugs can help
Kodoku is always here
It’s my executioner without feelings
‘Course I’m damned to this – It’s my destiny…
Sweet Mortal Sin
Sweet Mortal Sin
1. Stanza
I’m mad. I admit to it. Totally mad.
Mad about you.
You are my mortal sin… ‘n’ I like to be sinful
2. Stanza
I’m lunatic. I admit to it.
Totally lunatic about you.
You are like a drug, which I can’t get away.
Chorus
I’m so lewd … I know… You are the reason
Hence…
My soul damand you. My heart lust after you. My body want you.
3. Stanza
More ‘n’ more I desire you.
I don’t want to stop thinking of you…
‘Course you are my mortal sin.
4. Stanza
I’m ill. I admit to it. Totally ill.
Ill about you.
I fall for you… Hold me ‘n’ don’t let me go anymore.
5. Stanza
I want to taste you. I want to smell you.
I want to fall for you completely.
6. Stanza
In your arms I want to sink.
In your eyes I want to be drowned.
‘Course you are my mortal sin…
Shout out
Shout out
Your blood flows in streams.
Let them know the feeling of being a scabby cur who’s pushed arround.
The time of the avenging angel is coming…
Depressed you slide through the obsure night, being persecuted like a worthless fox.
The time is ripe…
Now they are the prey!
Chorus:
Shout out!
With all power ‘n’ devotion.
Shout out!
Every tear ‘n’ every pain.
Sout out!
‘til you break ‘n’ burst into many countless pieces.
Sout out!
The society and her wicked game.
Destroy the mask ‘n’ see her real face.
I know you can do it, my little angel of death.
Bittersweet revenge…it’s your.
The tremendous anger, the destroying rage sprout inside of you like a tree.
Smash them, lacerate them, swim in their black blood!
Never again they will put on you burning hot chains, which brand your skin.
Burned skin… depraved to dark ash.
It will happen tonight…
Shout out!
It’s the last thing they will hear.
Your flashing, green eyes know just one aim.
Only the blood-red morning sun is acquainted with the truth.
Deadly Wish
Deadly Wish
Just let me alone. Alone to go on sleeping my nearly dead sleep.
Don’t touch me!
How many wounds I have to suffer?
A nothing in nothing…
Why are you so blind?
I hate your face, your hypocrite smile, your burning touches.
Why do you not stop it?
Chorus:
Do you wish to die?
Do you want to be free?
Do you realy wish to die?
I have looked through your games.
You want me to vanish?
There, where I want to go, no one of you can follow me!
Yes, for me is the death a friend.
The bloody knife… The teared open scar…
The metallic taste, which runs down my throat.
Evertime you nudge about me, tread me.
But even I live ‘n’ love. Live and love…
The snare around the neck…Suffocating Breathing…
That will do! I turn my back to you.
Bye, bye…
Twilight
(u)Twilight(u/)
I'm neither the light nor the darkness
I'm neither the warmth nor the coldness
I'm neither the love nor the hatred
However I'm, however I'm...
Have the eyes of the birds
Have the reflexs of the cats
Have the cunning of the snakes
But I'm not an animal
But I'm, but I'm...
Chorus:
Twilight
I'm nothing 'n' however so much
Twilight
You can't catch me. You can't hold me.
What ever you do, you will never have me
Twilight
Neither be brave nor be timid
Have the feathers of the ravens
But I can't fly
It doesn't give a discription for me
Though I’m, though I’m…
I have all 'n' however I'm not all
You think you have me?
You err - I have you
'Course I'm, 'course I'm...
Twilight
