Kibou against Kodoku von Laurwen ================================================================================ Kapitel 1: Bloddless Walk ------------------------- Bloddless Walk Sun’s shining nevertheless her warmth don’t reach me I feel nothing – Neither warmth nor coldness or your love to me It’s all the same to me I go along these streets, don’t know whither with me Aimless ‘n’ without any plan Always farther – Farther away of all ‘n’ you too Chorus I walk away – On the search of nothing Like a dead person, so restless, I walk about So bloodless away of all When you talk to me – I just hear a quiet whisper It’s like I listen to a ghost I don’t want to hear it – I hate it So I go away ‘n’ let you alone again Aimless ‘n’ without any plan Always farther – Farther away of all ‘n’ you too I hurt you, however I’m not interested in this Were you that person at this crossing? Or just a shadow without a face? I’m not heartless, no, it doesn’t matter to me More not – I’ve no guilts by that… Alike how much I hurt you Just walk away – Without you! Kapitel 2: Dying Within ----------------------- Dying Within I’m nothing, to nothing good... Just my ill love to you let me go on But it’s worthless as well Unloved and mocked What should I do on this world anymore I’m just a blot for everyone… Only my despairing love to you let me go on ‘Course you are my potion of life You are always by my side… in my thoughts ‘n’ dreams However still there I’m so far away from you Chorus: But for one, I’ll be strong enough For one, I’ll fight on Just for one, I’ll survive Although I’m dying within Every day the same game Although I laugh I just feel pain ‘n’ loneliness The others don’t even notice it. I’ve put on an invisible mask Under it I hide my real feelings Nobody will ever know them Again ‘n’ again I’d like to give up But then I see your beautiful face again. So I stand up ‘n’ will go on just if nothing happens However deep inside me I’m dying! Kapitel 3: Kodoku ----------------- Kodoku(=Einsamkeit) Shadows without faces sneer at me They scream ‘Kodoku-Kodoku’ and laugh at me They don’t know any mercy… I walk through the streets So full of people – However so empty Nobody see me, nobody hear my silent screams Chorus: It’s everywhere Always there where I will go Wait of me ‘n’ I will caught by its dark embrace. Hold me ‘n’ let me alone ‘Course it’s Kodoku! No one understand this, no one comprehend this They are all hypocrites ‘n’ playing with me But why should I stay in this seeming world? They look at me with their malicious eyes. Amuse by my pains ‘n’ misery I will devour within… Neither alcohol nor drugs can help Kodoku is always here It’s my executioner without feelings ‘Course I’m damned to this – It’s my destiny… Kapitel 4: Sweet Mortal Sin --------------------------- Sweet Mortal Sin 1. Stanza I’m mad. I admit to it. Totally mad. Mad about you. You are my mortal sin… ‘n’ I like to be sinful 2. Stanza I’m lunatic. I admit to it. Totally lunatic about you. You are like a drug, which I can’t get away. Chorus I’m so lewd … I know… You are the reason Hence… My soul damand you. My heart lust after you. My body want you. 3. Stanza More ‘n’ more I desire you. I don’t want to stop thinking of you… ‘Course you are my mortal sin. 4. Stanza I’m ill. I admit to it. Totally ill. Ill about you. I fall for you… Hold me ‘n’ don’t let me go anymore. 5. Stanza I want to taste you. I want to smell you. I want to fall for you completely. 6. Stanza In your arms I want to sink. In your eyes I want to be drowned. ‘Course you are my mortal sin… Kapitel 5: Shout out -------------------- Shout out Your blood flows in streams. Let them know the feeling of being a scabby cur who’s pushed arround. The time of the avenging angel is coming… Depressed you slide through the obsure night, being persecuted like a worthless fox. The time is ripe… Now they are the prey! Chorus: Shout out! With all power ‘n’ devotion. Shout out! Every tear ‘n’ every pain. Sout out! ‘til you break ‘n’ burst into many countless pieces. Sout out! The society and her wicked game. Destroy the mask ‘n’ see her real face. I know you can do it, my little angel of death. Bittersweet revenge…it’s your. The tremendous anger, the destroying rage sprout inside of you like a tree. Smash them, lacerate them, swim in their black blood! Never again they will put on you burning hot chains, which brand your skin. Burned skin… depraved to dark ash. It will happen tonight… Shout out! It’s the last thing they will hear. Your flashing, green eyes know just one aim. Only the blood-red morning sun is acquainted with the truth. Kapitel 6: Deadly Wish ---------------------- Deadly Wish Just let me alone. Alone to go on sleeping my nearly dead sleep. Don’t touch me! How many wounds I have to suffer? A nothing in nothing… Why are you so blind? I hate your face, your hypocrite smile, your burning touches. Why do you not stop it? Chorus: Do you wish to die? Do you want to be free? Do you realy wish to die? I have looked through your games. You want me to vanish? There, where I want to go, no one of you can follow me! Yes, for me is the death a friend. The bloody knife… The teared open scar… The metallic taste, which runs down my throat. Evertime you nudge about me, tread me. But even I live ‘n’ love. Live and love… The snare around the neck…Suffocating Breathing… That will do! I turn my back to you. Bye, bye… Kapitel 7: Twilight ------------------- (u)Twilight(u/) I'm neither the light nor the darkness I'm neither the warmth nor the coldness I'm neither the love nor the hatred However I'm, however I'm... Have the eyes of the birds Have the reflexs of the cats Have the cunning of the snakes But I'm not an animal But I'm, but I'm... Chorus: Twilight I'm nothing 'n' however so much Twilight You can't catch me. You can't hold me. What ever you do, you will never have me Twilight Neither be brave nor be timid Have the feathers of the ravens But I can't fly It doesn't give a discription for me Though I’m, though I’m… I have all 'n' however I'm not all You think you have me? You err - I have you 'Course I'm, 'course I'm... Twilight Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)