Not good enough   von Gepo
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                          Kapitel 15: Blasting bubble
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His parents asked his question for him. Atsushi had told their beach story at
the dinner table and Tatsuya´s mother rightly asked: “And you haven´t been
affected by her smell?”
“She smelled nice,” Atsushi answered and did not seem to get what she really
wanted to ask.
“Some Alphas cannot control themselves and rape Omegas when they smell their
pheromones. My mother is surprised that you did not do that.”
“Muro-chin told me that rape is bad,” Atsushi explained to Tatsuya´s
parents. For him that seemed to be all the answer he needed.
“It seems he has a pretty good control.” Tatsuya shrugged his shoulders.
“I have heard of Alphas able to do that. Just like you count as a premium
Omega, they count as premium Alphas.” Tatsuya´s father thoughtfully looked at
Atsushi. “Son, do you know how to control your pheromones?”
“Sure.” Atsushi looked up. “Akashi taught me.”
What had the damn guy not taught him when it came to sex? Well, at least he had
some training. It wasn´t like teachers would do that. Atsushi did not have a
father anymore and if his mother wasn´t an Omega or mousy Beta, Tatsuya would
eat his shoes.
“Then you know you are not supposed to release them.” His father waited for
a nod. “I´d like to test that later. Without Tatsuya of course, he could be
hurt. Alright?”
Atsushi just nodded. Tatsuya had told him that his parents were nice people, so
he trusted them. It was humbling how much trust Atsushi put in him. Humbling and
glorious. That Alpha was his. Tatsuya touched his collar and wished not for the
first time to be mated. What exactly held him back? He could put an end to all
those disgusting offers he got on a daily basis.
His father and Atsushi went to the bathroom after dinner and his mother and him
went outside to sit on the porch. It was safer that way if Atsushi released his
pheromones. Just like Alphas got pretty strange when they smelled Omegas, Omegas
could get a bit strange in return. If they smelled strong Alphas, they would
release their own pheromones as a return call. They did not want a horde of
Alphas on their doorstep.
“So how is school?,” his mother asked.
“It´s great.” Tatsuya grinned. “We have a heat-proof dorm. I have a whole
house for one week every month. It´s better than having to stay in one room. We
also have those specific Omega-classes. I´m pretty good at handling babies now.
The school is neat.”
“Even though it also houses sexual offenders?” His mother looked worried.
“They have special classes too. They learn to be really nice boys. Those that
have been there for longer than a year are pretty good dudes. Same with the
nerds and their social competence classes. I have one of them on the team, I
really like talking to him. The school really cares and looks out for it´s
students.”
“And you still plan on becoming an NBA player?”
He stayed silent for a moment. What should he say? He had just seen miracles
play. He did not feel very confident he could make the NBA. He wasn´t even sure
if he wanted that anymore. So he said: “Nature´s call is pretty strong. Those
baby classes made me rethink a lot. I know I hated the thought of being a
typical Omega before but … well, babies are cute, you know? And there are
Alphas who do not treat their Omegas like shit and rape them. Maybe I´ll just
… mate and become happy?”
His mother smiled with an expression both sad and proud.
“Pretty anticlimatic after all I said before, right?” He sighed.
“You do not have to be strong all the time. It´s okay to burrow yourself in
someone´s arms.” She looked at the setting sun. “I don´t look down on
people that make their home and children their top priority. But you need a
husband that supports you for that.”
“Atsushi would support that.” Tatsuya smiled at his mother.
Her smile vanished though. She took a deep breath and asked: “With what?
Let´s be realistic here, he is as sweet as they come but he won´t be able to
hold a job.”
“You haven´t seen him play basketball,” Tatsuya replied.
“Let´s say he gets to be a professional player. Then what? An injury, an
unsupportive coach, mean teammates, everything can get him kicked off in an
instant. No matter how good he is, he is one of a thousand vying for-” Her
eyes turned in the direction of their bathroom in shock.
Tatsuya just smiled. Oh yes. That was Atsushi. He spread his legs and bathed in
the scent. He loved it. His boyfriend was pure power. He heard his mother growl
lowly but wasn´t bothered by it. He just loved that scent, that pure fragrance
of his mate. He smelled some others but they were insignificant next to his
Alpha. Atsushi beat them all, his pheromones were much stronger than all of
them. He felt someone rip away his jeans but did not bother to open his eyes. It
could be no one but his Alpha.
Someone entered him and the cock did not feel big enough. Tatsuya growled. But
as soon as it had entered it was gone and he could get Atsushi´s smell right
from his skin. He latched onto his mate and simply breathed in that sweet
fragrance. Where was his favorite toy? Where was that delicious cock? He wanted
it in him right now. Oh yes, there. He moaned happily. There it was, this was
what his Alpha felt like. He tugged on his collar but it wouldn´t get off.
Shame that.
No! Why did his Alpha pull out? He wanted that cock, he wanted it back! He
moaned, he whimpered. He would have pleaded if he still had the ability. He
scratched at his Alpha in anger and-
Tatsuya blinked his eyes. There was Atsushi alright. He looked at him with
furrowed brows and deep concern on his face. They were both naked except for a
wet, ripped shirt hanging on Tatsuya´s torso. Atsushi was holding a shower head
and sprinkling them both in cold water. Tatsuya slowly closed and opened his
eyes. What was going on here?
He remembered smelling Atsushi´s pheromones and then his head had completely
blanked out. He must have reacted by releasing his own pheromones and then …
he did remember cock. Different cocks. He took half a step back, touched his
entrance but only found slick on his hands. No blood, no sperm.
Okay. Don´t panic. They were in the shower. They were safe. No more pheromones.
He discarded the rest of his shirt and changed the shower temperature to
something hotter. First they would shower. Then they would see what mess they
had created.
“Thank you for bringing me here and washing us off,” he said to Atsushi once
he had found his voice. He did not know what exactly happened but he could
reconstruct that instead of fucking him – which Atsushi could have done,
seeing as Tatsuya had already forced himself on his cock – his boyfriend had
pulled out and gotten them in the shower instead. That was more self-control
even he would have expected from his boyfriend.
“You couldn´t answer my question if sex was alright.” Atsushi simply
replied and let himself be washed by Tatsuya. “I also didn´t have a condom.
This was better, right?”
“This was perfect.” Tatsuya got on his toes and kissed his boyfriend. “You
are my hero.”
Atsushi just grinned.
Tatsuya wanted to cry. His boyfriend really had saved him. Not only that, he had
even saved him from his own hormonal reaction. He could be pregnant by so many
different people now. Atsushi had really saved him from all of them. Even
himself.
He washed himself with body gel before he shut off the water and they both got
out of the shower. Once Tatsuya wore his fluffy bathrobe, he felt marginally
safer and asked: “Did you have to hurt anyone?”
Suddenly there were tears on his face. Big, wet tears. He couldn´t stop them.
He sobbed, sobbed again and suddenly he couldn´t control it at all. Atsushi
took him in his arms and held him. Oh gods. Had he really just had a pheromone
blast? Who did those other cock or cocks belong to? From whom had his boyfriend
saved him? He cried into Atsushi´s chest who only held him and kissed his hair.
He was so unbelievably thankful right now that Atsushi was his boyfriend. He had
saved him. He had not raped him. He had simply went to wash them off because
Tatsuya was acting strangely in his eyes.
Tatsuya kissed his boyfriend between his sobs, murmuring “Thank you”s and
“Love you”s against his lips. Atsushi finally pulled him up and held him
against his chest like a child that you carried around. It took minutes for
Tatsuya to relax enough to finally stop sobbing. Atsushi sat down with him on
the toilette and give him toilette paper to clean up his face.
“Thanks,” Tatsuya said finally and took a deep breath in and out. “I
really mean that. Thank you so much for not raping me but bringing me here
instead to wash me off.”
“Rape is a bad thing,” Atsushi replied simply.
“Yes … it is.” He kissed his boyfriend soundly. “You ripped someone off
me, right?”
“Your mother. I punched her.” Atsushi hung his head. “That was bad,
right?”
So it had been his mother raping him. She had stood right beside him after all.
She had been helpless against a blast of pheromones. Gods, his own mother …
she must feel so awful right now. That was why that cock had felt so strange.
Female Alphas had one, just a pretty small one. Enough to make someone pregnant
though.
“Muro-chin?” His boyfriend looked at him questioningly.
“I don´t think she´ll be mad.” Deep breaths. No panic attack. Slow, deep
breaths. “She reacted to my pheromones. She didn´t want to do that. I think
she´ll be thankful you stopped her.”
“I punched her pretty hard,” Atsushi admitted in a small voice.
“Let´s see how she is, okay?” Devastated. Ever since he presented, his
parents had done their very best that they would never be a danger to him. They
had build a heat room, they had worn scent blockers, they had done scent
training. They had protected him against young Alphas still new to being sexual
beings. They had done their very best to make him feel safe in his skin. He had
gone to the beach by himself, had gone shopping and partying, he had led a
normal life except for wearing a collar. He had never hidden in fear of the
outside world and his parents had always been steady anchors in his life. Alphas
were dangerous predators to him but his parents had always taught him that he
wasn´t doomed to be prey, that Alphas could love and care and protect.
In one instant all of that had turned to dust. In spite of his words, Tatsuya
let Atsushi to his rooms and dressed himself (and his boyfriend) first. He could
not face his parents in a bathrobe. He had never been afraid of them before.
Never.
He had been slightly afraid of Atsushi before. Not any more though. Between
every piece of clothing he kissed his boyfriend. He couldn´t express how glad
he was, how perfect his boyfriend was for him. He had always thought his feeling
of safety was the best he could get. Well, far off, this was much better. His
boyfriend was unaffected by smells. He could keep his head even confronted with
a full blast of Omega pheromones. Tatsuya´s pheromones. Being a premium Omega
was not a treat. It meant that every Alpha would gladly leave his own Omega for
him. He was able to destroy everyone´s self-control. Everyone´s except for
Atsushi´s.

His mother still had tear-tracks on her cheeks. Her hair was in disarray. Her
eyes were widened in shock as if she was still frozen in that moment before hell
broke loose. When Tatsuya opened his arms for her, she ran in elation but
stopped at Atsushi´s growl.
“It´s okay,” Tatsuya told his boyfriend. “She´s normal again. You don´t
have to worry.”
Atsushi just nodded and kept silent.
Tatsuya´s mother did approach slowly though. They hugged each other for a long
moment with his mother apologizing over and over again. Tatsuya pulled back to
look at her face that was not only swelling but getting blue-violette. He asked:
“Is anything broken?”
She shook her head.
“Are you alright, dad?” He looked around his mother.
“Just a bit worse for the wear.” His father was standing behind their dining
table as if it was a shield. “How are you?”
“Mostly fine.” He looked at his boyfriend. “Atsushi got us both into the
shower. Nothing happened.”
There were fresh tears on his mother´s face. She let go of Tatsuya and went
over to Atsushi to hug him and say: “Thank you so much!”
His boyfriend looked a bit lost.
“Told you.” Tatsuya smiled at him. “She´s not mad at you.”
“Why should I be mad?” His mother sniffed and looked up the unresponsive
boy.
“I hit you. I am sorry for that,” Atsushi mumbled.
“Oh, silly dear.” She sobbed into his chest. “That´s okay.”
The giant just closed his arms around her and held her. He still looked pretty
confused but also relieved that he would not get scolded. Tatsuya had to smile
at the sight. Well, this had been frightening. Good thing he had Atsushi. He
went over to his father and hugged him too. It was awkward but his father let go
of his tension after a few seconds.
“Well … your boyfriend has strong pheromones.”
“Oh really.” Tatsuya scoffed. “I didn´t notice.”
“And he is unaffected by smells.”
“Yeah.” He smiled up at his father. “Great, right?”
“It makes him very trustworthy,” his father admitted but had to look away.
“More than us anyway.”
“Ah, come on. It doesn´t help if we all feel guilty now.” Tatsuya let go
off his father. “Atsushi saved the day. Let´s celebrate that.”
“Tatsuya told me I´m a hero,” Atsushi informed Tatsuya´s mom.
“Yeah, right.” She laughed and let go of the giant. “Okay, let´s
celebrate Atsushi for saving the day.”
“Can we have chips?” His boyfriend asked.
They all laughed at that.

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