One Weak Moment   von Puraido
                          (Alpha Izuku/Omega Aizawa)
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                             Kapitel 3: Chapter 3
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The days dragged on and on. Shota was always so tired outside of classes.
Whenever Midoriya wasn’t around, he felt so drained of all energy. But as soon
as Midoriya was in his vicinity, he felt better. It was freaking him out. Was
this the mating bond? He hoped not!

Fourteen days after the incident, the doctors ended the artificial coma, Hizashi
had stabilized, and they were optimistic that he would wake up soon. It was a
relief for Shota; he almost cried when he heard this.

For the past two weeks, he was tiptoeing around Midoriya. He interacted with him
in terms of classes, but he tried to stay away from him outside of it. So far,
no one had noticed what happened, and Aizawa prayed it would stay this way.

Guilt was still eating him up. He sometimes saw how uncomfortable Izuku was
around him. Did he have doubts? Could he keep it a secret? The whole thing was
just too awkward. He knew that he should probably talk with the student, though.
But if he was honest, he didn’t know how.

He tried to initiate talking to him, but his friends were constantly around him.
More so, Bakugo. After becoming friends again, the young omega was constantly
around Izuku.

Shota was no fool. He knew that Bakugo crushed hard on Midoriya, and he would
hiss away any omega that would even come close to Izuku, even some alphas. He
was as dominant and territorial as some alphas. It gave Aizawa the chills.

But if he dug deeper, he could feel that he was pissed off. It was illogical; he
shouldn’t be jealous of his student. But he saw Bakugo as a rival for his
alpha. He knew it was totally wrong, but he couldn’t help his fucked-up
brain.

And so, more days passed, and he still hadn’t talked to Midoriya. He was such
a pathetic weakling. How could he allow something like that? He should finally
man up and help his student, who was clearly uncomfortable.

On the other hand, would it make him more uncomfortable if Shota approached him?
What if he tried to suppress his thoughts of their night together? It was
frustrating for the omega. He cursed himself for letting something like this
happen.

 

Hizashi woke up in the middle of the night, so Shota was contacted the day
after. He stormed to the hospital, even though the bite on his neck throbbed
like crazy. “Hizashi!” he called out and rushed to the bed.

“Hey, Sho …” Hizashi smiled weakly. “What’s up?”

Shota scoffed. “Idiot! I have to ask you! How are you doing?” He tried his
hardest to suppress his tears. He was just so happy that Hizashi was alive.

“I’m still kicking, but I feel drained out. Recovery Girl visited me,” he
sighed. “Tell me some exciting news from the outside! What have I missed?”
Hizashi tried to bring in a positive attitude.

For a moment, Shota was frozen in shock. News? What news? He couldn’t possibly
know what had happened between him and Izuku. He needed to calm down! He would
give himself away if he didn’t get himself in check. He cleared his throat.
“Eri drew a picture with us, Togata and Midoriya,” he weakly told him. This
was about all he had to offer. “She wishes that you return quickly.”

Hizashi let out a little laugh. “Happy to hear that. Tell her I’m soon
coming back,” he grinned at Shota. The omega’s heart skipped a beat when he
saw the brave smile. His feelings for Hizashi were still there, and he begged
that he wouldn’t lose them over the bond with Izuku.

“Yeah, I will do that. She will be so excited,” Shota smiled to the best of
his abilities.

“Can’t wait to see the pup again. I miss her,” Hizashi said.

“I will make sure to bring her over soon. You just concentrate on getting
better, yeah?” Shota placed a hand on Hizashi’s shoulder and squeezed it.

“Yeah, I will. Promise!” The beta continued to smile. It made Shota’s
heart ache. Why had he been such a fool? He had ruined his chance of being with
him by getting mated to a student! Shit.

“Hey, is there something on your mind?” Hizashi questioned.

Almost unnoticeable, Shota flinched. He shook his head. “No, everything’s
fine. I just … wasn’t really there these past two weeks. I was scared that I
might lose you,” he answered.

“Don’t worry about it. I’m not dying this easily. I’m afraid you have to
endure me for a little while longer!” The beta joked.

Aizawa huffed. “You make it sound like a threat.”

“Maybe it is.”

They both laughed; it felt so good and natural – as it should be. Hizashi was
his friend for so long. So why did he never tell him? Because he was a stupid
coward.

 

Eventually, Aizawa had to leave. He felt so drained. All he wanted to do was
sleep. Eri was with All Might today, so he had time to rest.

He came home to his empty apartment, and some sort of dread washed over him. He
couldn’t really describe it, but he felt so burned up and on edge. As if
something wasn’t right. But he couldn’t pinpoint what it was, so he just
crawled into his sleeping bag and tried to sleep away the bad feeling.

He felt incredibly cold, even though it was hot outside. He missed the heat of
his alpha … No, stop it! He didn’t want to think such things. He couldn’t
let himself spiral down this rabbit hole. He needed to get over it. What’s
done is done! Midoriya seemed to do okay; why couldn’t he move past it?

Eventually, Shota fell asleep, but it was restless. His mind was torturing him
with snippets of the alpha’s lips on his skin. The stare out of these gorgeous
emerald eyes. It made him burn up on the inside.

Subconsciously he felt how his pants got wet from the slick. But why was this?
He wasn’t even going into heat. He just had a Dry Heat, and he was on
suppressions anyway. So what the hell was wrong with his body?

Shota woke up when he felt sick. His body was so damn hot! No way, he was
definitely going into heat! Shit! Massively on edge, Shota got up and shuffled
to the bathroom. He grumbled when he felt the sticky feeling of the slick
between his legs. He made a stop in his bedroom to grab fresh underwear and
sweatpants.

Pulling his pants down revealed a massive amount of slick already running out of
him. The usually milky white to clear substance was a bit red-colored. That was
strange … However, Shota shrugged it off and cleaned himself before switching
underwear and applying a pad. He hated the feeling, but being all sticky was
even worse.

After this, he curled up in his bed, still having this tremendous feeling of
dread in his mind. His whole body ached. Turning to his bedside table, he opened
the lower drawer and pulled out some painkillers. He swallowed a few and tried
to sleep. Hopefully, the heat wouldn’t last that long. Two heats in one month
felt atrocious.

A wave of pain rushed through his stomach, and instinctively, he clutched it. He
felt the slick pouring out of him. If that continued, the pad wouldn’t hold
that long. He winced when the urge to be with his alpha got massively strong.
His mating mark throbbed like crazy, and he felt dizzy.

For hours he lay there suffering in pain; not even the painkillers helped him.
He couldn’t sleep, but being awake also took a toll on him. Whining, he turned
around, searching for his phone. What was he about to do?

He sat up, causing more cramps to rush through his body. “What am I doing?”
He questioned himself. “W-Was I about to call Midoriya?” He dropped the
phone in his hands as if it had burned him; then he pulled his legs closer to
his body. No way he could do that.

He flinched heavily when there was a knock at the door. Who was that? He would
have preferred not to be disturbed, but what if it was Eri? Groaning, he forced
himself out of bed.

As soon as he opened the door, he got pushed back, and the massive statue of his
alpha appeared in front of him. Seconds later, hot lips pressed against his
while the door clicked shut. Large hands were on his body, arms wrapped around
him. Without much thought, he reciprocated the kiss.

“Mr. Aizawa, I could feel that you’re in pain …” Izuku murmured.
“I’m sorry, I couldn’t hold back,” his student apologized.

Tears ran down Shota’s face; he was so disgusting. He should have put up a
fight, but his omega whined heavily for his alpha’s embrace. He felt instantly
better after the kisses. But he knew he shouldn’t. This was sick; he should
send him away!

But it felt so good, the pain ceased, and he felt better … A faint smile of a
certain blond beta flickered through his mind, but his intense lust pushed it
away. “Come with me … I don’t know why, but I’m going into heat again
…”

Eagerly, Izuku nodded and quickly followed Shota. His hands were quick to
undress his omega before he undid his own clothes. He lost himself in the spicy
scent his teacher put out. His hot body pressed against Shota’s, and soon they
lay entangled on the bed, lips moving against one another, teeth clacking,
tongues dancing.

Izuku didn’t need long to get fully hard, finding his way back into his
teacher. He didn’t know why, but he felt so much better now, connected with
his mate. These last two weeks were horrible for him; he missed him so much. He
knew he shouldn’t, but he still did.

The alpha pushed his knot into Shota, coming heavily too. His hands were
intertwined with Shota’s. While they waited for the knot to release, Izuku
moved them around, and his mate was now on his chest. “I felt terrible all
this time when you weren’t close …” He confessed.

“Me too,” Aizawa answered in shame. “This is so wrong! I shouldn’t feel
this way, and neither should you.”

“I know, but what can we do? Staying away is not good. But telling someone
will make everything worse.” Izuku looked at him. His hand rubbed circles over
Shota’s back.

“This is messed up. I’m sorry for dragging you into this,” Shota murmured
against the skin of Izuku’s throat.

“It’s not your fault. It was an accident.” Izuku caressed his cheeks,
making Shota feel even more guilty.

“The first time was an accident, but this now … No, this wasn’t accidental
anymore.” His voice sounded dull and so tired more images of Hizashi flashed
before his eyes. “What are we going to do?”

“We have to continue like before. I still don’t want you to get kicked out.
We have to manage somehow. Maybe if we get this year done …” Izuku trailed
off. “Maybe there’s a way to remove the mating mark. I don’t know.”

“Yeah, hopefully,” he groaned when he felt the knot release. He carefully
moved over, sitting up in the process. Izuku got up as well. One hand trailed
over his back.

“You know what the worst part is?” He started. Shota looked at him
expectantly. “Kacchan is so possessive. He knows something is up. It’s so
hard to hide from him. Especially …” Izuku stopped speaking, and he
swallowed. “Especially since he expects me to court him. He hisses away any
other omega … Not even Ochako is allowed close to me, and she’s an alpha.
It’s so frustrating because I don’t want to court him as long as this is
going on,” he pointed between them.

“Yeah, I’ve noticed,” Shota was displeased, even though he knew he
shouldn’t. Angry pheromones swapped out. Izuku reacted by shifting
uncomfortably. “Sorry, but my omega is jealous when you mention him. I hate
this …”

“It is messed up …” Izuku got out of bed to fetch his clothes. “I think
I should go; it wouldn’t be good if All Might brings Eri home and finds us
like this.”

“Right, that’s probably for the best …” Izuku’s words made perfect
sense, but Shota still hated it. He forced himself out of bed and walked over to
the bathroom to clean himself. His thoughts were dark, and he could feel how
Izuku left the apartment. He had hoped for one more kiss … No!

He couldn’t let this go on. He had to do something …

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