Dying Within
Dying Within
I’m nothing, to nothing good...
Just my ill love to you let me go on
But it’s worthless as well
Unloved and mocked
What should I do on this world anymore
I’m just a blot for everyone…
Only my despairing love to you let me go on
‘Course you are my potion of life
You are always by my side… in my thoughts ‘n’ dreams
However still there I’m so far away from you
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But for one, I’ll be strong enough
For one, I’ll fight on
Just for one, I’ll survive
Although I’m dying within
Every day the same game
Although I laugh I just feel pain ‘n’ loneliness
The others don’t even notice it.
I’ve put on an invisible mask
Under it I hide my real feelings
Nobody will ever know them
Again ‘n’ again I’d like to give up
But then I see your beautiful face again.
So I stand up ‘n’ will go on just if nothing happens
However deep inside me I’m dying!