sorry for what I am...
Why do you love me?
Don't you see?
Surface and mind so ugly...
How could I love someone?
I hate myself.
Please look away...
...I can't stand it!
...but it makes me feel even more lost.
Tell me...what should I do?
Hide from the rest of the world?
Or learn how to be with others?
Both ways hurt me
and
other ones...
...like you...
please forgive me...
I don't want to lose you...
never...